..everything falls..

..May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit..

Romans 15:13

Lately I have been having those moments to where I have this overwhelming feeling of loosing HOPE! I feel like I am jumping through hoops to make things better and to feel pure happiness without the baggage of my medical issues. If it's not one thing, it's another. These are the times that I really question God. Why me? Why did you deal me these crappy cards? I know that he did not give me these issues to cause pain. I have learned so much through all of it and have leaned even closer on God to get me through the hard times. He doesn't give us things we can't handle. 

While I was getting ready this afternoon, I decided to listen to some music that I had just downloaded. A couple songs through the playlist a song came on that gave me that HOPE back. I realized He is always there to protect me and to heal my heart. "When everything falls your arms hold me together" This line in the song just grabbed my attention and I knew God was with me holding me tight! As hard as it is to trust in God, I know that He is the one who in the end will make everything better! He cares about me, he loves me, and he will provide in more ways that I could have ever thought possible. 

The song is by a Christian group called "Flee". The song is titled "Everything Falls. It's an amazing song and the words remind us of how God is always there and will never let you fall. 

Here are the lyrics to the song:

Everything Falls

You said
You´d never leave or forsake me
When you said
This life is gonna shake me
You said
This world is gonna bring trouble on my soul
This I know

When everything falls apart
Your arms hold me together
When everything falls apart
You´re the only hope for this heart
When everything falls apart
And my strength is gone
I find you mighty and strong
You keep holding on
You keep holding on

When I see
The darkness all around me
When I see
The tragedy has found me
I still believe
Your faithful arms will never let me go
And still I know

When everything falls apart
Your arms hold me together
When everything falls apart
You´re the only hope for this heart
When everything falls apart
And my strength is gone
I find you mighty and strong
You keep holding on
You keep holding on

Sorrow may last for the night
But hope is rising with the sun
Its rising with the sun
There will be storms in this life
But I know You will overcome

When everything falls apart
Your arms hold me together
When everything falls apart
You´re the only hope for this heart
When everything falls apart
And my strength is gone
I find You mighty and strong
You keep holding on

When everything falls apart
Your arms hold me together
When everything falls apart
You´re the only hope for this heart
When everything falls apart
And my strength is gone
I find You mighty and strong
You keep holding on
You keep holding on 

..Your not alone, don't loose hope but believe in Him and you'll be ok!..